The Drunk Gambler with Erectile Dysfunction: Searching for Something More

I Was Never Meant to Be a Guru

This isn’t a guide to enlightenment. It’s a painfully honest, usually embarrassing, sometimes shameful story about drunken excess, gambling, sex, cults, cocaine and more. All whilst doing my best to turn my life around, and having no idea really how.

If you’ve ever felt like a complete sexual failure, a directionless loser terrified of what other people think about you, or even being woken up in a jail cell, drunk and confused, by the warden at 5am, on more than one occasion, you may find a piece of yourself in this book, and you may find some clues on how to drag yourself out from where you’re at if you need to.

And if that’s not you, I think you’ll enjoy reading how events unfold anyway.

All of it’s true. Only a few names have been changed.

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About the Author Tom Jenkins

Tom Jenkins is a Brit living in Colombia trying to work out his path in life and what the hell he’s doing here. He’s experimented with most things, taking many of them to extremes – from alcohol to drugs, gambling to cults, meditation to psychedelics, and a load of other stuff in the middle.

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